I've already lost whatever respect I had with certain admins about this. It's over with. I don't know what Zero will tell me but it's most likely what everyone says. Sorry, I decided to be Under The Influence last night and had a bitch fit. I guess I saw it as sexist but I'm a hypocrite anyways because I couldn't give two fucks about feminists. I do understand the majority of the players are men and they don't want to see that, I do understand that I went out of my way to break rules because I was being an emotional vagina, so, sorry. I'm always facing unfairness, sometimes I feel like super duper bitch assassin and feel like I should stand up for myself. But i'm just going to back to my place as admin and keep my mouth closed.

Then we're all happy. Sorry for an unnecessary post.