In fact, if feeding refers to willingly charging in to die, it does not make any logical sense to follow a statement about reluctance to protect someone if it means his own death. Hence in translation: "Why would i sacrifice myself for someone else? Fuck it, I might as just die for myself." This makes me believe that Aco did not protect someone last night, mainly due to it being the first night and why risk dieing the first night or needlessly protecting scum, if you can reasonablly think of someone worth protecting, thus, there must be a bus driver in play due to him not protecting someone and the assaliant saying that he was not the intended target.