im leaving for a while

[uuntiltheendd]

I dunno man. ive done mushrooms about 60+ times, ive done acid, and pretty much every other hallucinogens you can think of.

the real question is have you done dmt?????
thats some real shit

[Scrubbleboo]

you guys have no right to speak like that you dont know what their lives is like and what kind of hardships they or he was going through that he had to resort to that not everyone has rich parents to take care of them

Here's the deal. I am going to take the opportunity to ask you kindly to shut the fuck up. No matter what bullshit is thrown your way there are more opportunities to pull yourself out of the muck than you realize. I grew up with parents who were both drug dealers as well as drug addicts. My mother has been clean and sober for a while now but when I was younger this was not the case. I grew up in a household of drugs, strangers, and very little food to eat. I was lucky if my shoes didn't have holes in them or that my clothes fit. I have been in foster care. I have been straight up ripped off by my grandparents when I saved enough money to buy a cheap car from working at the age of 12. They had the title in their name for "insurance" purposes and when I moved at age 18 they threatened to report it stolen if I drove away with it. They then sold my car. I paid my own bills from the time I could work. I fed myself, clothed myself and even paid rent to my own family. I have never had anything handed to me in my entire life. I have seen more death, poverty and hatred in my life than I bet this kid can come up with.

I have absolutely no one to pay for my college let alone help me out in a time of need. My family is one horrible nightmare.

I have a wonderful husband who went through even more shit than I did. His story is not mine to tell.

This is the internet and you can talk shit to me about this if you want. No one is going to tell me that my background can prevent me from bettering myself. I had the right of mind to get an education despite attending 15 schools while growing up. I knew that an education would help me in the long run. No one will ever tell me I can't get an education, that I can't make lots of money or that I can't work for what I want. My children are going to learn the value of money and they will not be spoiled but at least I know I can provide for them a world I never had.

So seriously, a hard life or a poor background are never an excuse to turn to a life of crime. I don't give a shit who you are. Get a low paying job and live in a studio apartment or on the streets. You can work your way up in this world.

Edit: On another note, I just stated similar points that came up in Christmas's post. Take note, life can get better and it will if you stop acting like a spoiled brat. When you sit there and cry about those "Little spoiled rich white kids" you are just playing into that negative bullshit thinking that made you a loser in the first place. Especially when more opportunities are given to minorities in the way of education, jobs, and welfare. I would rather stick rusty spoons in my eyes than have to read some asshole bitching about rich kids again. Grow up.

[loka]

[maynard]

the real question is have you done dmt?????
thats some real shit

I sure have.

[loka]

who the hell cares what and why people do the shit they do. i live in white suburbia where you'll find the richest parents spoil their kids to the dysfunctional families who can't do shit straight and from all those families comes those who want to motivate themselves to do better or worse.

fuck off with that minorities get all the good shit explanation. money gets you places not your fucking ethnic background.

the hell do i come in these forums to read a damn cinderella story? you want a cinderella story? my mothers entire life since childhood is a fucking cinderella story. no car, no electricity, no clean water, never went to school drunk father every night and day, mother never was there, 12 kids living in a 2 bedroom house the size of a cube, cooking and cleaning and watching 11 kids since she was 8. father forbid her to go to school. finally at 18, her aunt comes to visit and notices my mother is utterly miserable and sweeps her away to new york and boston where she meets my father, gets her ged and lives in white suburbia where the average household income is 150k+

damn some people just get fucking lucky.

[uuntiltheendd]

I sure have.

please share your experience

[Sin]

Stop talking about RL in the NOT RL!

Fuck...

[maynard]

please share your experience

well if you had done DMT before you would know asking someone 2 explain there trip 2 you is... well almost impossible 2 do on a specific level. DMT and datura have made shit more real for me and taken 2 e new plains of existance I never would have dreamed possible. ive done DMT 3 times where 2 of the times was very uplifting... the only way I can describe it is... like that of a painting done by alex grey... something like this.





DMT I found similar 2 salvia and or acid, but obviously far more intense.... like... WAYYY more intense. the third time I did it, I was in a funky mood which lead to a very dark emotionally unbalanced trip. it seems everytime I do them though... the only way I can put this is "everything is in lines" those who have done dmt or similar drugs will probably understand. all I do these days though is smoke weed. if I want 2 have a good trip, ill eat some mushrooms which I only do like once a year now. with shrooms and the majority of hallucinogens I'm able 2 remain in control of my trip 2 a certain extent, but with datura and DMT it's just a complete ride in which you have 0 control.

but yeah, as for writting an actual trip report, I don't feel like writting 4 pages of shit that most people wont get or understand Lol... how could they when I barely did.

[Ren]

Did this thread REALLY turn into a recommendation of hard drugs? Stay classy, ibis!

[maynard]

Did this thread REALLY turn into a recommendation of hard drugs? Stay classy, ibis!

meh, I wouldn't call hallucinogens "hard drugs" that's really more of a meth, pcp, crack, heroin... you know, drugs that are actually addicting.