Hey guy, I don't know you because I play Gun Game and not zombie, but I thought I would give you some advice. I had some pretty crappy parents and my dad was a real ass hole and really did physically beat me and broke everything in the house and really made me go into a crappy depression, but trust me bro that is not the way to handle it. You are probably a tough kid and you can get through this just fine by living your life the best you can and don't let your dad's screwed up stuff affect you. Do your own thing. I would agree with most of these guys and tell you to move out, but if you are only 13 I fear you are going to have to put up with it (Unless something really bad happens in which case talk to someone you trust and have them help you). This is also my advice for coping with crappy parents, talk to people you trust and confide in them, maybe your grandparents are cool, or you have some cool family friends that you can trust....at any rate, share your feelings with people you love and good things will happen in the end. I am sure you have a lot of friends and I know you have some friends here, but honestly don't be too upset about not being able to game for awhile, there are much worse things in life!! Take it easy dude and trust me, things will look up!!