if you know you're on thin ice, watch the language, especially towards admins.

as far as tagging after being tagged (i dont do zombie but supposedly you're supposed to ztele away?), don't break rules even if someone else is doing, especially if you're on thin ice, as you have been

if you can accidentally hit your suicide key, unbind it.

i wasn't there, i won't watch the demo cuz i dont have the zmod maps, but even judging from your side of the story it could have all been avoided if you had been more careful and aware of the fact that you didn't have any margin for error in the community. i dunno what else to say, you just needed to be more aware of your situation and that there were people just waiting for you to slip up, even just a little. you were given a second chance by the graces of this community, and you apparently didn't act in a grateful enough way. if you come back, you should come back saying you're gonna be nothing but positive, not break rules no matter what, and you're gonna win everyone over instead of just being your old self, cuz that clearly didn't work. just my $0.02.