satisfactory.
Funny thing is you try harder and are more involved then some people still home that think they want the position. I kinda just want to see how you act in game anymore. Even your demeanor on the forum has changed noticeably. If it's as stand up in game as forum, well I kinda see a decent possible choice in the future.
Note: At an earlier time, I was strongly against you having any form of higher powers.
Make all your last demands for I will forsake you and I'll meet your eyes for the very first time, for the very last.
maynard <ibis>: they are awkward and last 2 damn long. I prefer thinner smaller ones
I'm going to be honest with u mikey... When you first applied back in the day, i was one of the few that REALLY didn't want you in ULA just because I was affraid how you'd use your power.
And because sometimes you're iffy on ban requests, making the wrong calls when it's not obvious.
But here is me still being honest... I've actually seen some improvement in you, and I really want you to be posting on ban threads more often when you come back from deployment.
You don't get a +1 from me bcos my vote means jack shit, but this is me wishing you luck so that you become a decent admin that people aren't affraid to be around.
There may be hope for you yet...
Good luck mikey. And have a safe trip home.
Ditto.... and still am against you being ULA.
-1 till you actually prove you've changed/grown up.
this is hardly the first time you've made the "i've grown up and don't drink much anymore" speech. words mean nothing 2 me, actions do.... You've also never possessed any skill at catching hackers unless they were obvious.
so in short.... You have much 2 prove if you want this position....
Maynard - The WCS Guy
you know, before id of probably attempted to defend myself with some snotty response. Im not going to though, as you have always made it clear that as long as i breath, you will loath me. That is fine. im aware that no decision will come any time soon, as i have yet to return home. I have yet to jump into the servers and reintegrate back into this community. What does stand true is my relentless attack on learning more from ban threads that proved to be more difficult to conclude. Seeing as you have 0 experience in regards to the situation i am in, i understand how you might not expect this last year to have changed me even just a little. You sit back and be you, while i tackle this head on.
I do appreciate honesty.
Personal reform
The only thing I've made clear to you in the past for years on a regular basis is that you're a shit person and admin when you drink. I've told you strait up on the forums, in game and in pm more times than i can count that when you drink you lose control. So the fact you think i loath you is kinda sad, given I've told you the opposite numerous times.you have a long bad history as an admin and have been the topic of clan descussion many times. If when you return you don't also return to your old ways and be a good admin and actually start making good and the proper calls, id have no problem supporting you... But you have much shit to undo and prove before that happens. Catching hackers unless they are obvious has never been your strong suit... This is a well known fact. My opinion of you simply comes down to your actions.
Good luck.... I look forward to seeing this change in you that you claim now exists.
Last edited by maynard; 06-18-2013 at 03:15 AM.
Maynard - The WCS Guy
Personal reform
Mikey,
I always talked to you about your drinking problem.
If you can prove to stop drinking while being an admin and stop mic spamming then you got my +1, but until then I say NO.
I appreciate the hope you have in me! I have spent alot of time reflecting back on those times and have become to realize that it wasn't so much of a drinking problem but rather, an immaturity and authority problem. My behavior was much different inside vs outside the servers and know that i cant be so socially sporadic in regards to my given surroundings at the time.
Personal reform
I look forward to seeing the new Mikey when he gets stateside in game.![]()