Zero, do something for me... Ban my 3 accounts. I've showen you respect and the other admins. But what it comes down to, is I'm unhappy with my life and I don't need this stress. No I'm not a hacker, no I'm not a bad person, and yes... I believe that I do have some issues but it isn't mental. I just need to get a grip of reality and my present life. I need to get out of the job I have and I need to support my family. These are things I need and right now. A game isn't one of those things I need.

All my gameplay is legit and I'm extremely happy with it! But my eye sight is getting worse and the only thing I do is set and get fatter. This isn't a good pratice and my metabolism isn't getting any better. Soon I will need to get a better perscription for my eye sight/glasses and I need to get in shape because I reinlisted with the Air Force.

Sorry Zero, your a good person and you took your time to listen and respect me. You don't know how that feels, to have someone respect you... For you. I'm sorry that I've burdened everyone and I set here and cry while I type this. Mikey, you will never know how a family man is, till you get your own. You just don't know... you never will.

Keep in good faith everyone and have fun. I might play CSS some here and there, but I don't need this stress from a forum or game. All my effort to become a better player has gotten me no where. The only thing I ever wanted, was to become a person who gets payed to play. Funny eh? Shits never ganna happen and never will.

Bye and again, keep your head up Mikey... no matter what life brings you. Keep your eyes on the goal and stive to improve. This is the voice of a father, who stares at his kids and smiles. Hoping for the same thing in their future... To be better then just average and excel. Reach for the sky! and don't let any sob bring you down.

bye