yeah actually hollys right never ask for this kinda advice on an open forum, your lucky you even got some straight advice rather than the BHAAHAHAAA thing.
just had to drag your personal life onto an internet forum?
makes no sense.
Winner for best advice here goes to...
Loka + 0wns, not in any special order.
There will always be a memory residue,
there will always be a dream or two,
but in the end the only thing that really matters is what you make of life through and through.
DED
PS~Wearing your heart on your sleeve too long WILL hurt you.
bummp