First, wrt. permabanning me, there was a console log and witnesses. Alongside your own inculpatory statement.
Second, you banned Evl_Ripper cause you PMS'd after Clone un-muted him. Of which there is a demo.
This was substantial evidence which led to the removal of your ban power.
And you threatening to ban people used to be rather common. I can testify to this, and there are demos that show you doing so.
Stop acting innocent. Admit your mistakes and learn from them, you'll be a better admin in the future!