exactly how are you suffering? do you really want to hurt yourself? it feels good short term, but the long term effects of drugs are not worth it. and +1 to what masta said. you are weak if you control your addiction to drugs.
as an alternative, why dont you try dip or chewing tobacco. you get a good buzz off of it and its not nearly as bad as cigs and other drugs you are wanting. (i dip about twice a week.)
id recommend copenhagen straight long cut, skoal apple or peach, and grizzly mint.![]()